回首，
回忆之前，
已走过喜怒哀乐。。。 。。。

眺望，
期盼未来，
要跨越一切颠簸。。。 。。。

俯首，
烦恼一切，
想探讨所有未知。。。 。。。

抬头，
挥洒忧伤，
朝蓝天步向白云。。。 。。。

白云，
虽飘渺，
蓝天,
虽望尘莫及，
但充满阳光，
美好。。。 。。。

离校门两步，很不自然的停顿了一下。不知为何，心有一股被揪着的感觉。
叹息，“这就是我的母校。。。 。。。”
清晨醒来，听着早就习以为常的嚷嚷。我妈她啊，真是个典型的“养儿一百，常忧九十九”母亲。与往常没分别，我重复的点头回应着妈的吩咐。向学校走去，我没驱车，可能是因为从父母工作的地方去学校很近。没驱车，可能是想要回味一下中学时代步行去学校的时光。没驱车，也可能是要最后一次的体会那一脚步入进校门滋味。以前常常埋怨，为何要步行到学校。成天抱怨说弄得一身汗，上课都无法专注。可不知怎的，现在总觉得以后会想念着这些步行上学的日子。
今天为交换生的宣传活动，到丹那布爹中学致词。还以为不会再来这地方，但现在还是回来了。今天，与上次来拿高中考试文凭时不同，我感受到了很多与往常不一样的。我的心竟然，掠过一丝感慨。怎么了，你不是从很早开始就想离开这儿了吗？
致完词，我坐在离以前自己以前课室不远的长凳。不禁回忆起了很多很多。。。 。。。想起自己之前每次和朋友走过眼前那走廊去食堂。还有自己之前每次和朋友在那角落聊些有的没的。还有。。。 。。。 还有。。。 。。。脑海里中学时代的记忆册子，记录了很多。不管是欢笑，还是眼泪。上课，温习 和考试。同学，朋友和老师。这一切一切，都深深的被刻绘在属于我人生中，少年时代的那一页，使其变得更精彩。
遇到了物理老师，她问我以后要在哪升学。真得很高兴，林老师那么关心我。 还记得我以前总是在班上吵吵闹闹，影响林老师教课。有时林老师忍无可忍，就会把我其他的“乌合之众”修理一顿。再望向自己的课室，瞥见生物老师的背影。也回忆起以前生物课时班上喧哗的情景，和生物老师无奈的神情。想起这些都好怀念呀！
语毕，我坐回凳上，还是没有想要回家的念头。应该是打从心里的不想离开这儿吧！我母校的环境，没变。寂静的礼堂，依然在。百孔千疮的操场，依然在。充满艺术气息的墙绘，依然在。除了那几棵被砍了的成年老树，一切都没有丝毫改变呢，丹那布爹。唯一改变的，是我。有着再也不同样的性格了，此时此刻的我。我是否经历了所谓的成长？我不知道。
告诉着自己：“该走了。你该走了。” 打开随身听，播着信乐团的[离歌]。[离歌]，虽然是对我述说凄美的爱情，但却觉得好不应景。
不知不觉，视线被不舍模糊。闭上被湿润的双眸，偷偷拭掉眼泪。我踏着比铅块还重的步伐，要不回头的离开。
无意间见到母校那仅剩的大树和住在大树的小鸟。现在小鸟飞离了大树，到外面的天空，追寻自己的梦想。他，曾在大树上生活许久，也成长了许多。
丹那布爹这棵大树，他会永远记得的。他会的。。。 。。。

拿起电话，
传来妈的声音，
关切的语气，
思念`无奈`烦恼和失望。

成绩不好，
辜负了家人望子成龙的心情。

不断的怀疑，
是否作错了决定。

可以回头吗？
不。
一直在告诉自己。
还能挽回吗？
能。
不断的安尉自己。。。 。。。

现在能够做的，
也只有更努力了！

加油！
为了家人，
还是未来，
抑或现在所珍惜的一切。

选择了，
就别后悔。。。 。。。

Practice dancing with all the FB people today. Man, my popping still does not improve at all man... I noe it takes time, but it is like stopping at one point dy... (SIGH)

Though still happy that I have learn a lot of stuff from frenz. House dance, and some breaking steps.Thx ya Mervin! Love all FB ppl!!!(of course include u Jie...)

Juz found a video on You Tube. The guy do Electric Boogaloo like popping is a piece of cake... Man,I wish I can be like him or better than him some day. K, actions is what needed. Pop for at least 2 songs continuously everyday from now on XD.

Haiz... Yesterday I have done nothing at all but slacking at home while I have one big pile of homework waiting for me at the desk.

Sienz man. Now I am rushing for my C Programing Project and exam is coming!

AHhhhh!!! What abt my EEP? I haven't done any revision yet and I miss a class!!! T.T
I just get a result like shit in common test. I don't want to fail my module T_T.

Gotta start my work dy...

Haiz... Today I was informed that I got a B for my Com Programing Common test. While others in my class all got A 's!!!!Holy Shit!!! I thought C Programing was the one I have most confidence to score good result. Plus I got problems in Electrical and Electronic Principles... Damn sad la... Maybe I should quit study this the course I am taking now... But it is too late to give up now! I am going to get A 's for all the sub in this sem!!!!!!

Comfortable bed… No more.
Prepared meal… No more.
Washed clothes… No more.
I have left my home. Trying to get use to a new life and trying to be more independent. 3 weeks ago, I am still a naïve little fellow who is not really ready for college life. Now here I am, in a different land, with different life and different people. I miss everything in Malaysia, but Singapore is where I should stay now, to complete my Diploma course. I will have to stay in Singapore for at least 5 years. Don’t know I making the right call or not, but there is no turning back now. “Move on!”, that is what I am telling myself. When I took my first step, I thought I am feeling nothing about these . The leaving homeland and family things. Though now, at this moment, I suddenly feel as if I have lost something important. Then, I start to miss my family, old friends and home…
Luckily I found some new friends in Singapore, they make feel that I am starting afresh here. Despite I still missing everything in Malaysia, great things are happening to me at Singapore.
At least, I am not alone here!!!
New FRIENDZ! New Beginning!